(Image Courtesy of Emmaru)

It looks like I’ll be entering a new season in life. I won’t go into details publically here (that’s what private posts are for!!) but let’s just say 2010 will be a defining moment in my life.

Personally I feel like everything about me is being sifted and shifted, and my faith in various institutions is turning into ash while my faith in a few friendships is being tested to the extreme (in a good way I hope!).

Well, that is it thus far. I’m looking forward to the future, whatever it may bring!

“What is Love?”
(Is a question I once asked)
“Is it a gift from above?
Is it an action or a task?

Can you enlighten my mind,
To this strange emotion?
That makes cold hearts kind
And full of devotion

To the significant other
Whom you deeply admire
And try not to smother
With your passionate desire

Some say love isn’t real
That’s it’s all just in your head
But if that’s truly the deal
Then one is better off dead

For the mind is very fickle
Despite it’s thirst for knowledge
It’s worth is about a Nickle
After one finishes college

Love is not an action
For all actions have an end
And lack the satisfaction
Of a trust worthy friend

Love is not an emotion
For emotions are irrelevant
Ever changing with commotion
Going from wrath to benevolent

What is love? Can you tell me?
Can you find its definiton?”
This question I asked Amy
Who provided this explanation

“Love is kind, love is strong,
And provides no tally of wrongs
It’s forgiving and accepting
And it’s never, ever rejecting

Full of grace and full of mercy
But it’s also willing to hurt thee
To bring truth into your ears
Despite the future tears

It foolishly places it’s trust
And is willing to go bust
By revealing it’s greatest secret
Believing that you will keep it

Love is constant, it won’t fade
For it’s ultimately made
To last beyond a million days
Love is Forever and Always!”

I still asked more questions
But her answers remained the same
And despite my best intentions
I started to like this dame

And thus began the story
About Darnell and Amy
Two souls seeking out a journey
Together–for the rest of eternity.

Poem by Darnell Clayton

–Posted via iPhone

So right now it’s past 4 AM, and I am at the hospital with friends and Amy’s family.

Right now I think the doctor stepped in (unsure as they kicked everyone but one person out of the room) so I fully expect the baby to arrive sometime this morning (hopefully before 8 AM).

Everyone else in the waiting room went home except for Amy’s parents, her oldest sister and I (we’re roughing it for until he is born).

I’ve uploaded a bunch of photos to Facebook already, and will update everyone on her current status from within it ad well (as I am not using Twitter as Facebook is more private).

Also, some people have been asking me about my relationship with Amy, as well as Miles her son, so here is the “short & sweet” version which should help kill a few rumors that have been spreading

• Amy and I are friends right now, but I do plan on courting/dating her later on
• Yes, I do love Amy, and yes she is my first love (no joke)
• I am not the biological father of her son, Miles (& yes, I’m still a virgin)

If you have any other questions, feel free to ask me on:

• Twitter: @Darnell
• Friendfeed: Friendfeed.com/Darnell
• Facebook: Facebook.com/DarnellClayton

Alrighty, I’m going to try to get 1 hour of sleep before Miles greets the world, so text me if want extra info peeps.

–Posted via iPhone

After all, you’re not dead, and there are far worse things in life.

People seem to be way too depressed about politics, religion, the environment, being single, or some future war that’s going to wipe us all out.

Aside from the dating status, the rest is (mostly) beyond your control, so people should stop worrying about it.

And if you can’t stop worrying about it, then find someone who can solve your problem.

I don’t want to sound harsh, but there are more important things to worry about in life–like friends, family, and evil cats (I’m just joking my feline loving friends).

Speaking of which, here is a video about these hairballs that will hopefully cheer up some of my depressed friends from planet Earth.

Our cooking fire. Heh.

Basically, I contacted a friend and let him know that I would be getting in touch with him later on today this evening.

Ironically, I discovered an event at church that is happening around the same time (give or take an hour). Although I have not committed to the event, everyone is probably expecting me to be there because I attended the same event last year.

And to make matters worse, one of the church members emailed me to make sure that I am wearing red (I think it’s a theme or something, although I hope it has nothing to do with star trek).

I may be able to make the opening ceremonies, but I am definitely going to have to miss the dinner. I’ll probably get some flack for it via MySpace (that is if I both check it next week) but that would be better than disappointing my friend.

Is the world really that bad?